1214

變厲害，變堅強。

1211

慢慢來。

1209

幹我今天遇到一個超像妳的人。如果當初的妳畫了妝，應該就是那樣吧。

莊子課，我常常翹那堂課，結果今天去就看到那個女的。靠杯，真的超級超級像。我們已經四年又兩個月沒有見面了吧，靠雖，我都忘記妳是多麼漂亮。真的很正。

妳過得好嗎？真抱歉當初搞成那樣。我想我大概永遠都忘不了妳。

現在的我有點糟， 如果能和妳好好相處的話，我應該能夠成為更更好的人吧。有個女的恨我，大概和妳討厭我的理由一樣；有一些朋友，有一些事要做，書很多沒讀。

妳很美好，我很幼稚。我希望我能成為更好的人，我希望妳過得快樂。

1203

華爾滋不是爵士樂。

妳根本不懂爵士樂。不懂爵士樂的人藍調也不會懂，放克也不會懂，連Kenny G都不會懂。所以一直活在自己設下的網裡面。

1130

十二月要來了。

去年的十二月，大家約一約去跨年。我和紀華到大潤發買了五百多塊的零食和酒。那天晚上，我十二點的時候就睡了。一年過得很快。

大學生活啊......。

我聽說班上很多人，都很認真的在朝向自己想要的生活前進。我去年大概隱隱約約知道自己的想法了吧，所以很認真的朝這方面努力。接下來要把丟掉的部分都撿回來。

關於這首歌，其實原版是This Girl is in love with you，可是爵士樂常常就喜歡玩這個。去年的這個時候（還是今年初？）我買了Ella Fitzgerald的一場Live，裡面有收錄這首歌。

When you smile, I can tell we know each other very well，這是我最喜歡的一句。

晚上和王榮麟老師吃了飯，我好像常常被覺得態度不正確，或者太隨性了。要達到別人的要求實在太太太難了。希望能更謙虛一點，更用功一點。記得要讀After Virtue，圖書館終於進了。

真他媽的。

1126

There's an old friend
That I once heard say
Something that touched my heart
And it began this way

I was born by the river
In a little tent
And just like the river
I've been runnin ever since
He said its been a long time comin
But I know my change is gonna come
Oh yeah

He said its been too hard livin
But I'm afraid to die
I might not be if I knew
What was up there beyond the sky
Its been a long, a long time comin
But I know my change has got to come
Oh yeah

I went, I went to my brother
And I asked him, ""Brother
Could you help me, please?""
He said, ""Good sister
Id like to but I'm not able""
And when I, when I looked around
I was right back down
Down on my bended knees
Yes I was, oh

Thereve been times that I thought
I thought that I wouldn't last for long
But somehow right now I believe
That I'm able, I'm able to carry on

I tell you that its been along
And oh its been an uphill journey
All the way
But I know, I know, I know

I know my change is gonna come
Sometimes I had to cry all night long
Yes I did
Sometimes I had to give up right

For what I knew was wrong
Yes its been an uphill journey
Its sures been a long way comin
Yes it has

Its been real hard
Every step of the way
But I believe, I believe
This evenin my change is come

Yeah I tell you that
My change is come..

1125

很多事情一直發生。哲學營、課程不是炸掉就是被老師盯上了之類的...其他的就是一些早該結束的事情（幸好現代詩選雖然搞錯很多歷史事實，不過還有八十分）。我常常發現我都會為了一些很小很瑣碎的事情煩心，或總是無法下定決心。錢穆說過他年輕是為了要訓練自己的決心，曾經一個人在暴風雨走了一整晚，也難怪他會對大學有那樣的詮釋了。孔子說君子欲訥於言而敏於事，欲是一個很重要的字，代表還沒有達成，可是可以達成，而且想要達成。

他戴了Detroit Pistons的帽子！！！！！！！！！！